On This Father's Day

I opted to stay home today. Clifton, Caleb, and Lauren went to Corinne to celebrate with Clifton's family. I didn't feel like taking my one and a half week old on a three hour drive. So, now with all the quiet in the house I have a moment to write a few lines in my much neglected blog.

So, do I share the gory details of Eva's arrival? OK...

I had my last doctor visit on Wednesday, June 10. Dr. Cannon and I decided to set an appointment for the next day to induce me. She felt like conditions were good for that, considering I was showing a few beginning signs of toxemia. I got home and by late afternoon I was starting to have more and more contractions that weren't relieved by walking or changing positions. Clifton was keeping track of the frequency by dinnertime. By the time the kids were in bed and we were relaxing I was at 3 minutes apart. I stayed that way the rest of the night. At 11:30 I called my parents to come and stay with the kids. We walked into the hospital at 12:30 am. I think it was within a couple of hours I got my epidural, then it was just waiting and waiting. They didn't want to break my water in the middle of the night. I think they didn't want to wake my doctor in the wee hours, so after a long night of mini naps and several ice chips they got the go-ahead to break the waters. This was around 6 am. That was also around the time my epidural bagan to wear off. I started feeling a lot of pain on my right side with every contraction. I would push the button for extra medication as often as it would let me, but no relief came. The anesthekasjdhot(Spelling) even gave me additional meds, but they didn't work. Oh well...I was pushing by 7:45 or so, and Eva was born at 7:57am. I felt like that was the closest I have ever come to experiencing natural childbirth. I don't recommend it. It hurts a little. But epidural or not, the results are still the same. You still have a beautiful child to snuggle and you still ache after the meds wear off.

She weighed 7lbs. 15 oz. And was 19 inches. It was funny to listen to the nurses guess how much they thought she weighed, "She can't be more than 7 pounds." "She must be around 7 and a half." They were surprised when she was nearly 8 pounds. I was too. She is the biggest baby I've had so far. The other two were in the 6 pound range.

So, she is gorgeous!! Caleb and Lauren adore her. Clifton is such a cute daddy with a tiny baby.

She's a good sleeper, a decent eater and doesn't cry too much. Recovery for me hasn't been horrible. The pain has been managed, I'm starting to get a little more sleep, and everyone has been very helpful. My mom spent daytimes here last week and helped around the house and kept the older kids alive. Clifton spelled me off during the night when Eva just wanted to be awake. The Relief Society in my ward kept us fed for a few days. And I feel like life may some day settle into it's new normalcy. I'm optimistic now...all I need is one bad night to make me feel like the world is caving in.

Well, I hear Eva grunting, signalling that she will wake up soon. I better post this with a picture or I will never get back to it.